He said that I have done nothing wrong. That I will be rewarded for the brave decisions I have taken and continue to take. I cried at those kind words, because right now I do feel like I am being punished, along with my family. There is an immense amount of guilt I am carrying right now.
Guilt is usually a call to rediscover one's integrity. Meaning that I should do what I know I should do and keep the promises I made to myself. I need to go all in on recovery. Doing it half-heartedly will feed into my guilt and erode that virtue.
2021-12-12.1:58 p.m.
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